February 2012
That awkward moment when the most beautiful guy in the universe wants to hook up with you, but you’re not comfortable enough with your body at all to do anything with him, even though you may want to. My life. Poop.
Time to start today off right.
This day is going to be awesome as hell, even with school and work. c:
I have to be up to get ready for school in three hours and I have yet to even begin to get tired. Isn’t this just lovely…
He told me that he wants to get to know me better...
but I don’t want to let him into all of my secrets. There’s so much wrong with me, I don’t want to scare him away. I really like him. A lot. I want to tell him, because I want him to stay in my life, but idk. I don’t know if it will push him away or bring him closer to me. I need to know what to do.
I've been working so much lately. Time to get some...
I wish I could eat like a normal person and have it be okay.
bases for normal people:
1st: kissing
2nd: kinky stuff
3rd: oral
home run: sex
bases for me:
1st: knowing each other's existence
2nd: breathing the same air
3rd: eye contact
home run: speaking to each other
41241) I fail at something every around me does...
Best part about my new job? It’s a distraction from actually eating food.
I got a job, and I start today. I’m pretty nervous because it’s my first job ever, but I guess I just have to go figure shit out.
ohai there. I like you, in case it isn’t obvious.
